My days in New York

The last 1 month spent at New York were one of the better days of my life. There was no tension, nothing to compete for and I had enough dollars to support my over indulgence. I am doing everything I have never done and is legal :)) Am I happy? I think so...For the first time I like the idea of not being answerable to anyone! Not to my boss, not to my parents and most importantly not to myself. I like living in extremes...the 12 shots of tequilla for a newbie drunkard I think is a good proof :) . Somehow I don't believe in moderation as a way of life! The incremental pleasure of 1st tequilla shot is far lower than the 12th one and I can certainly vouch for that ... so why stop at the first shot? When I think of coming back to London, my heart sinks. I don't want that mundane routine which was so mind numbing and boring. I have planned few things for myself like trying to learn squash, dance, gym and roller skating. Let's see if I can complete even one of them. Life I have beginning to realize is all about initiatives and leaving your hesitation and ego aside. If I list the initiatives I have taken in NY I think I can count atleast 3-4 in the last one month and in London I have hardly taken any initiatives. Probably that explains the fun I had in NY even when as a city I like London a lot more than NY. When things would have settled post mid Nov, I guess I will try being a bit more adventurous and make my life more complete :)